.Thursday, March 24, 2005 ' 11:58 PM Y
i love you, i love you Y
Take a deep breathe ain..u noe diz is once in a lifetime n u cant refuse..okay..diz is wat he sayd, "Assalamualaikum..ain can u do me a favour...Ur workin tmr rite...can i ask u to take off tmr...sorri its last minute...so can u?"..diz is wat he sayd agn, "aiyah...tmr u take mc ah...aiyah tmr i have tis dinner...and im supposed to bring a gal...N since u oways blanja me...i wud like to repay u lah..." i oso cant rememba since wen i oways blanja him..i only paid 4 2 dinner..i askd him y is he askin me n told him not 2 repay me back..but diz is wat he replied,"its my hockey club dinner.im supposd2 bring a date bt i hav no one...aiyah nvm la i wana repay u...haha...i hav noone else lah..." i told him dat hes making me feel guilty 4 sayin no..n wat if i hafta say no..diz is wat he sayd,"haha im nt d one whos organising this stuff.im juz payin 4 it.Haha if u say NO GUILT will fill ur conscience.Anw u oways ask me 4 bbq last min so its dolat." gosh!!yes i oways ask u las min n i duno y..hahaha..does diz means i cant say no??!!ur killin me faizal..u shud hav told me way much earlier..gondol!!i msg u yest 2 ask u n u neva reply y?????if u replied me yest, i wud haf said no 2 workin full shift tmr n i cud hav chgd shift w my fren!!!now i cant do any chg..its last min faizal..i cudnt take mc..u noe ryte dat im gona get warning letter soon..*sigh*..i reli wana go..maybe i hafta giv diz up..u noe its very diff 4 me..i noe i cudnt say no..but maybe i hafta..u make me wana cry k..u make me feel soo guilty..im sori..i hafta say no..maybe diz is dugaan frm Allah..im confuse seriously..y r u askin me diz on 25th?u shud noe,i dun lyk dat date..*sigh*..i duno wats wrong w me..sori faizal!!im sori..