.Wednesday, April 27, 2005 ' 11:49 PM Y
i love you, i love you Y
He's still wandering in the background of my life. Dull-ing my life. Yet it's still great and beautiful with friends around. Thankiew my dear ones...
Silent thought was never great. Should i agree 2 what she said? "Don't eva say dat u don't love him anymore coz i noe u do. Ur mouth might say so but i noe ur heart duznt." That's wat she sayd. My mum. I'm sorry but i cudnt stand it any longer. He's not meant 4 me. If he is, we will meet agn along d path of our life. Wic i doubt so. Im sorry. Slowly and slowly im changing my direction. Slowly and slowly im fallin 4 sum1 else. Only God noes how i feel. Im still confuse.....
Maybe it's true wat she sayd. This song potrays my love life:
Da lama tak berjumpa
Rindu rasa hati
Ingin ku bertemu dgn mu
Biar pun hati ini
Mengatakn benci
Namun hakikat kau masih ku syg...
Mengapa kita berjumpa
Dan mengapa kita bercinta
Niat hati ku nak kekal lama
Hidup dgn me wahai kasih..
Niat hatiku tak nak berpisah
Apakan daya jodoh tiada..
Kenangan demi kenangan
Menjelma di ingatan
Sukar nya melupakan dirimu
Rintihan demi rintihan
Menyiksakan hidup ku..
Aku derita..kerana mu..oh kekasih..
Sungguh tidak ku sangka
Akhir nya begini
Sebuah ikatan asmara..
Engkau yg aku syg
Yg aku kasihi..
Mungkinkah bersatu kembali...
Nur'ain Loves U. So long and gdnyte....